vanille…eight.14.22

Be You

careless  FKA twigs ft. daniel caesar

 

vanille

 

dimanche

the silliest thoughts

dance around in my head

for so many words

have been unsaid

to be liberated

to not be wed

the distances

that i’ve been led

 

my appetite

surges

my appetite

is enough for two

i need a person

mon coeur 

est bleu

 

pulse is flat

love me back.

 

trop de douleur

trop d’amour

legs are spread

i want more

 

play pretend

hidden places

finger traces

panic paces

let’s set sail

this fantasy

more than free

get lost with me

 

for the moment

pour le jour

major distress

mon amour,

we’ll repress

 

point of view shifting

i’m clearing space

watching you steer

please

let us find a comfortable place

 

detestable emptiness

hide and seek

endless

endless

pourings

won’t be meek

 

you’re invading me

you’re evading me

won’t apologize

you’re maintaining me

 

i’m burying my feelings in you

push

unloading on you

push

only afterwards 

understanding

what it could do to you

ici

 

things i can’t help

realizing my selfishness

 

pretending.

will unbending

eternally yours

optimism upending

 

somehow questioning if you’re there

sometimes reminded that you are

 

bare necessities 

 

 

 

Closing